What is my identity in Christ going to look like? I believe I am going to take 2 years to find out, and develop my spiritual mettle. It would be a tragedy to flip overnight and start behave like a born again hallelujah amen Jesus yeller, that would truly turn people away from you if anyone had to witness me that way.
Give me sharpened discernment to read any situation deftly, with zero errors. I want to be Your sharpshooter. Level up my powers to touch the people most in need..
Delight the senses
Frame your mind
In kinder lenses
It used to be challenging for me too, due to my encounters with the worst kinda Christians. However I woke up one day realising that the greatest hurdle ever was, came from inside me. Had I been a younger me, my latest episode with another believer would have completely destroyed my journey with You.
With the combinations of failures, health trials and heartbreaks, You called me to do Your work. It took me years to clean up and get vigilant to steer clear of unnecessary exposure. Over time, I learnt self-love and self-protection, only to understand now, that I only need to..
I went to my father and told him I wanted to be a fashion designer, and all he said was, “Girl, with all the art training and exposure you received since you were a child, you can already be a fashion designer now, go study something that will equip you with skills to design everything you want to design in future..”
Prayer Journal 6/9/20 Dear Father, Before I take flight each day, I developed the habit to set my daily intentions. To have each domino piece of my day falling in the right direction; to acknowledge Your presence in my life and my dependence on You; and for You to set...
Luxury is having time and options to chase inspiration. Some people only have money.
Give me resolve to walk in Your ways, and Your ways only. Why do I emphasise that? I emphasize because it is so easy for our ego to slip in an undetected subconscious, like a thief in the night. Help me disregard my own voice over Yours, help me detect when my ego is screaming for activation..
Prayer Journal 5/29/20 Dear God, Not everybody believes in You, but I do notice that some people have a connection to some divine source in one way or another. I can understand this and it doesn’t feel like a negative thing. They embody joy & peace...
I want to grow in Your fullness. I want to return to Your purity. I am not good at anything without You in my life. I was not aware You were with me all along, often mistaking Your greatness as my ego. I didn’t realise the good things that you placed in front of me until now.
I believe in You, I don’t believe in the large majority of Christians. There is nothing is wrong with my relationship with You. I know I am closer to You than many raving Christians. And here you are. You gave me a new breakthrough yet again, this feels as big as the one I had 20 years ago when my life completely..
A space can automatically set your daily intentions, if you’re interested in achieving higher averages and spiritual grounding.
Start spreading the news.. New York New York!
I wanted to be a part of it.. and I did it with a brush..
To be silent together
Some place far away
But not unreachable in my mind
On the way towards improvement, keep your distance from those who bring out the worst of your pride. Take a breather from toxic personalities. Ego stifles our learning abilities. It is quite absurd.
There are people who knows what is important to them but do not live up to their priorities. I don’t know, is that lacking fervour?
Her later life is going to prove tough if she needs to survive with pure skills. Imagine saying the stupidest things and making the wrongest decisions without hearing a single objective point of view until you come out into the harsh reality of the world. Without the check and balance of life, this girl’s personality is going to be completely ruined and wisdom will have to come late, if at all. After paying a high price that is!
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